Tuesday, February 9, 2010

A milli a milli a milli a milli

I wanna stop being aggressive.
I wanna quit pockey. I really do
I wanna stop cursing.
I want my holidays to come soon!
I wanna stop always taking out my shirt. (But hey, weather's really hot la!)
I wish i knew what to do.
I wish i knew how to make this all right.
I wish i had put in MUCH more effort.
I wish this time round someone would tell me what can I really do instead of me always helping others out.

Bah, what'm i saying. -.-

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter, as long as I'm laughing with you~

Back again to post, currently waiting for Adam to get done over his dont know what stuff before we can begin viwawa-ing.

Life's been fairly good~ Got my MOS movie done filming and now I'm left with ANP, MMP1, and NMT! =DD Looks like alot right? Dont worry ah dont worry, very fast can finish one. :)

Sean once told me long ago, "Eh DP, ever wondered what if one day, whatever you say or do, you wont be able to make that girl smile or laugh?". Wow, funny why I would suddenly remember this line huh..

When you see the girl you like laughing at your friends' jokes, dont you feel a little shag? Sucky feeling isn't it? Nowadays I'm afraid that I would sudddenly just run out of "bullshit" to talk about. Because that would me that I'm not interesting anymore, and would probably also mean that it would be harder for us to talk from now on.

Okay peeps I know I'm not making any sense in my post, but hey, this is MY blog! =D

Damn man, I type so long liao those pbks still havent got done with their stuff yet. -.- I think I'll go ask Melvin for a 1 on 1 taiti first, ciaos! =D

Monday, January 25, 2010

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http://www.northamericanyouthsports.org/

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Hey Hey! DP's here to blog again! Amazing huh? So quick another update come le! Well.. the reason is because I'm currently at my grandmother's house which has a screwed up internet, and that means I cannot access my facebook or anything online regarding that matter, so here I am, typing in OpenOffice and pasting it into my blog the next time I come online. Life without internet is really inconvenient now that I think about it. Other than my phone, internet's the next thing that keeps me company when I canot fall asleep at night, and tonight happened to be a realllllyyyy lonely night..

Currently listening to “Mr Brightside” by The Killers now, a really nice meaningful song, its about this guy who finds out that his girl is having an affair and how much it hurts inside him watching his loved one making love with another man. Well, I'm glad i've never had an experience like that nor did I do anything even close to an affair before. I'm a holy man yo! 8)

I just cant look, It's killing me~ And taking control~

My bestie Hyder's started blogging again! Woo! Really really happy to see him doing that, his posts always have a certain “depth” to it, love reading it yeah! I forgot to relink him though, gonna ask him the next time. ;)

Life's been hectic, hanging out with friends all day long but I aint complaining, though I really am neglecting my studies a little though, precisely why starting monday, I'm going to chiong my projects and everything with anyone that's willing to join me! Any takers? This might be your one and only chance to see ADP rushing his work oh! =D
Went to Sean's house to do “project” today, and ended up playing this private maple server which was kinda fun, grinding sucks, but I guess having the company of friends doing the same thing with you makes everything better. After that, went to makan at Techno with Nick, Choonwei and Sean. Some retarded shit happened at Sean's house, but aint gonna elaborate more about that. Well, today's been a pretty simple day, hanging out having fun and stuff like that, sorry to Lovell, James, and Val for not being able to join your programes today! Another day I promise! =DD

He takes of her dress now~ Let me go~

Still repeating Mr.Brightside on my computer, you guys should really go and listen to it if you have the time, its really really good! Credits to Andy for sending it to me! =)) I like songs like this which has a story and a meaning behind it.

Monday, January 4, 2010

I'm Mr. Brightside. ;)

Hey Hey! DP's here to blog again! Amazing huh? So quick another update come le! Well.. the reason is because I'm currently at my grandmother's house which has a screwed up internet, and that means I cannot excess my facebook or anything online regarding that matter, so here I am, typing in OpenOffice and pasting it into my blog the next time I come online. Life without internet is really inconvenient now that I think about it. Other than my phone, internet's the next thing that keeps me company when I canot fall asleep at night, and tonight happened to be a realllllyyyy lonely night..

Currently listening to “Mr Brightside” by The Killers now, a really nice meaningful song, its about this guy who finds out that his girl is having an affair and how much it hurts inside him watching his loved one making love with another man. Well, I'm glad i've never had an experience like that nor did I do anything even close to an affair before. I'm a holy man yo! 8)
I just cant look, It's killing me~ And taking control~
My bestie Hyder's started blogging again! Woo! Really really happy to see him doing that, his posts always have a certain “depth” to it, love reading it yeah! I forgot to relink him though, gonna ask him the next time. ;)

Life's been hectic, hanging out with friends all day long but I aint complaining, though I really am neglecting my studies a little though, precisely why starting monday, I'm going to chiong my projects and everything with anyone that's willing to join me! Any takers? This might be your one and only chance to see ADP rushing his work oh! =D

Went to Sean's house to do “project” today, and ended up playing this private maple server which was kinda fun, grinding sucks, but I guess having the company of friends doing the same thing with you makes everything better. After that, went to makan at Techno with Nick, Choonwei and Sean. Some retarded shit happened at Sean's house, but aint gonna elaborate more about that. Well, today's been a pretty simple day, hanging out having fun and stuff like that, sorry to Lovell, James, and Val for not being able to join your programes today! Another day I promise! =DD

He takes of her dress now~ Let me go~

Still repeating Mr.Brightside on my computer, you guys should really go and listen to it if you have the time, its really really good! Credits to Andy for sending it to me! =)) I like songs like this which has a story and a meaning behind it.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

An update! Woo finally!

Hey guys! Finally an update in this blog after ages, thought it was dead didnt ya! This is going to be a real wordy post, brace yourself.
Ever experienced suddenly remembering something you did long ago just out of a sudden? Yes thats right, just out a sudden without any familiar objects or anything of that sort around you to remind you of it. Well, i just had one just now, and what i remembered wasn't something good at all..

Few years back while i was working with nicol at RI selling books for popular, we were having a good time there, the only problem then was definately the toilets which were constantly opened for got knows what reasons, and the lousy architecture of the toilet made it worse by revealing urinals when the door is always left unclosed. (Thanks to a stupid brick left there by the cleaners.) Which meant that whenever we did our “small business”, people outside could see unless we used the cubicles. Strangely, somehow or rather, both of us seems to be full of piss that day, and the opened door which threatened to reveal our crown jewels everytime we used the urinals was defiantely a huge pain in the ass for us. The only logical thing was to kick the brick away everytime we entered the toilet.

If you hung out with us long enough you would definately know how me and Nicol are like, although brought under different enviroment and not knowing each other till sec 2, being cheeky kids since young and doing lots of misdeeds and playing pranks were our forte. And when there's a pain in the ass like this, you cant expect us to just bear with it, the repititions of the brick appearing there everytime we took it away was really frustrating our brains out, “Those bastard cleaners! The fuck's their problem!?”, we decided to give them one last chance, by placing the brick somewhere high on the cubicle to hopefully send a message across to the cleaners that “We dont not want you to fucking place the brick on the fucking door.”

Well, everything would've been fine if the story just ended here, happy people going home happy without a feeling of guilt in their heart and having a little more cash in their pockets. However, what happened next was what we frickin prayed didnt happen, the cleaners once more took the brick and placed it at the most irksome spot which we both dreaded. At the door, blocking it from closing once more. I remembered saying something like “What the fuck? Are those two cleaners gay or just seriously black-hearted?” The thought never came to me that they were just doing what keeps bread on their table everyday, their job. Young as we were then, we decided to give them some punishment to show that we meant business. “@#$@$#^%! Frickin hell this is it! In the toilet bowl that fucking brick goes!” I remembered myself cursing. After placing the brick in the toilet bowl, we added a little bit of our own “toilet water”, just to make sure that those assholes leave it alone and never touch it again. So, happily, we went back to work, carrying books and travelling around school, laughing our asses off with lames jokes we
crack as usual, until when we came back to the shop.

There stood the two workers, one from china and an indian(I think?), the chinese cleaner was carrying the brick in his hand, still wet with piss and complaining to our manager regarding a certain brick in the toilet bowl covered in piss. The moment i saw that, guilt flooded my heart, however, the fear of being fired from my work and other troubles that could have happened further prevented us from telling out the truth. The cleaners walked away, disappointed and defiantely angry as hell. Well, if there was www.fmylife.com then and they knew about it, this incident would have definately gone on there. Well, at least we avoided trouble then, so we were safe for now, feeling good about ourselves however was a totally different thing altogether, who would've expected them to actually take the brick out with their bare hands? Well, perhaps i was thinking from my point of view at that time, maybe when you become a working adult, things become different, to fill your tummy, dipping your hands in a toilet bowl to save your job would be a really small price to pay when you compare it to starving to death, especially when you travel abroad to work like the cleaner from china.

After work, me and Nicol went to apologise for what we have done, we weren't sure if they would hand us over to the principal over there or complain to our boss, but the guilt inside was indeed really too much, it just wasnt humane if we just let it slide like that. The china cleaner, upon hearing this, not only did not apear to be angry, but instead attempted to comfort us by saying in some chim chinese which i would summarise into “Dont worry, as long as you're sorry, everything's alright.”. Right after he spoken those words, for a moment, even the egoistic Ang Dun Ping everyone knows felt like a much smaller man than he was supposed to feel, someone from a worse background with all the odds stacked against him actually had the magnitude to forgave a little brat who pissed on a rock which he was supposed to pick up, as if the pay from being a cleaner and being so far away from home wasn't bad enough. Throughout my life, i have seen little people with such magnitude as the man that stood before me, a simple man which came to Singapore to make a living for himself, one who works longer hours than some, works harder than most and earns ridiculously lesser can actually show us such magnity(Is there such word?) that not much people I know of posess today.

Now that I think about it, perhaps the reason I suddenly thought about this incident was the great respect I held for this man, I never knew his name, and he has probably forgotten about my face. All those doesnt really matter though, I can only wish god in heaaven can grant this honest man a good life and spare him of any pain and not let him meet anymore ignorant assholes like me in the future.

There're things in life you sometimes regret doing only until its too late, this is defiantely one of them for me, throughout that incident, all i thought about was how much of a hassle that brick was for myself and how angry I am at the cleaner for putting it back time and again. I never thought about how actually this was his job and that we're actually the “pain in the ass” for placing his bricks away time and again. This really taught me to look at things from different angles and not just think about yourself from time to time. Cos you never know, you might just end up like poor Mr.Ang over here who caused alot of trouble for someone else.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Take me to your candy shop. =D

Okay just thought i'd update my blog a little, today's post is gonna be a short one though..

15 more days till end of holidays. Crap. -.-
24 more days to One year anni! =D

Going out with Val and ben to FarEast later. =)) Wonder if more people's going to join in not heh..

Good luck to those people having Os this year! Its not as hard as you guys think la, but still.. do your best man! =D After that we can all go slack again! =))

I should never have cut my hair man.. Kuan..